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Awkward little robot boy that writes a lot and draws a little.

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Doctor Who, Supernatural, Sherlock, Firefly, all of them
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Of Monsters and Men, Hozier, Steam Powered Giraffe, Bassnectar
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so ive been having a really bad time the past couple of weeks. i want to die again and ive self harmed several times (nowhere near the amount i have in the past, and not cutting, but its still more than nothing). i want to do dangerous things, get in trouble, get hurt. i want to do things that will make me feel like shit. i feel worthless. i feel volatile. i feel like i want to kill myself in a really violent way. i dont deserve to go out easy because im human garbage whos a waste of oxygen and cant even get out of bed some days. if im not productive, whats the point of living? i cant get things done and when i do i dont deserve praise becaus
im back me dudes
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i have an uncontrollable need to self destruct
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Hey Blue! Just checking in!
Hey buddy bud bud buddyton.
I'm still here for you.
Always have, always will be.
I see a lot of value you in, because you're a unique, interesting, special person who's helped me through a lot.
I think there was a time where I was able to sleep because you were there for me.
I care about you. You've been good to me.
Remember that I value you, okay? And if you don't know why, you can ask me about it some time.
this new username is going to confuse me, lol XD